~1st Day as a Dental Student~
It has only been the first day of dental school and i feel as if i can hardly breathe already... Maybe the fact that i couldn't sleep the whole night. I could even hear the cheers as the devoted football fans cheered as their teams won in the wee hours of the morning. I have no idea why i couldn't doze off, maybe cuz' i just had too many things on my mind.
The first day was quite overwhelming with the new environment and people. Honestly, i was dead scared when i walked into the lecture hall, although when you come to think of it... There isn't really much to be feared. My identity crisis as a 1st year or a 2nd year student also plays a part and doesn't make things easier, maybe its just i don't know how to respond to them. Which role am i to take??
In short, it was a loooooong day...which ended up with me in the A&E(emergency) department.... Don't worry, nothing happened to me... I went to visit a friend who was there due to some problem.. From now on, my days will be packed with numerous lectures and mugging.... A glimpse into our curricular for the year, and i wanted to faint... Hm.. but who am i to complain??? He has blessed me beyond measure & comprehension, and i'm really grateful... But i feel so inadequate & incapable now, and i don't even know whether i can make it.. I thought getting into dentistry was the end of the road, but its only just the beginning...
A unique phenomenon that i observed when i was on my journey here to Kelantan a year ago,it's sorta a disc-shaped rainbow, really special..And it mysteriously appeared again before my first day in dental school. Hmm.. rainbows are a symbol of promise & hope.. I really pray and hope that He will bring me through the rest of my journey here.. I really need Him more than ever now...
