Steps of Faith
This blog has remained dormant long enough and i think its about time its revived....
Wow... Its really been such a long time since i last wrote in here. True, i've been busy and all, but that would just be mere excuses.
The fact of the matter is that so much has happened that i don't know how to put into words what i've experienced. In this short 3 months since stepping foot in USM Kelantan, my faith has been stretched and shaken to its very core. What i thought was black and white apparently had so many shades in between. What i thought was plain and simple, wasn't as easy as it seemed.
Even making the decision to come here was an emotional turmoil in itself as i was only told that i was offered a place in biomedicine 3 days i was supposed to register. And it wasn't even the course i was hoping for. However, after alot of prayer and consultation, i decided to take the step of faith and see what God had in store for me in Kelantan and i would try my best to change course. So after making that decision, i had only a day to pack and get to Kelantan. Thank God for providing for me all along the way, he provided me transport through a friend eventhough it was last minute, and He just showed me in many lil' ways that He was there beside me.
Who knew that i would fall in love with this God-forsaken place without so much a hint of excitement or entertainment. They don't even have a cinema for crying out loud!! But surprisingly, i found myself falling in love slowly with the place. Maybe it was the simplicity of it, or maybe the people that drew me. Nonetheless, i found myself liking the place the moment i stepped foot here.
Just coming here to Kelantan has been a journey all in itself, and who knew what would come after that was to be so tough. I really don't know how to describe what has happened, and if i did, it would go on forever. But all i can say that God has been really faithful and gracious, he took care of me and sent simply amazing people along the way to lead and guide me. I can't express how truly grateful and blessed i am. CF has been a place where i have heard from Him through the songs and speakers.
I still am uncertain of the future, as i need to wait until next year to see whether i would be able to change course. It has not been easy, so many other things have happened along the way here that has tested my faith. But thank God he provided a way that i may stand up under it. Many people would not understand why i chose to take this path, even i myself don't know. But i just wanna continue to trust Him and rely on HIm that He is in control of everything. God is a God of miracles. This has song has given me strength to go on througout this time...
Mujizat itu Nyata
TAK TERBATAS KUASA-MU TUHAN
SEMUA DAPAT KAU LAKUKAN
APA YANG KELIHATAN MUSTAHIL BAGIKU
DITU SANGAT MUNGKIN BAGI-MU
DI SAAT KU TAK BERDAYA
KUASA-MU YANG SEMPURNA
KETIKA KU PERCAYA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA
BUKAN KAR'NA KEKUATAN
NAMUN ROH-MU YA TUHAN
KETIKA KU BERDOA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA
BRIDGE :MUJIZAT ITU DEKAT DI MULUTKU
DAN KU HIDUP OLEH PERCAYA
